Bro you’re not alone, that exact thing happened to me around last summer. Once you feel that extra grip and the way everything clenches when you cum deep back there it’s hard to go back to “normal” without missing it. To keep things balanced I alternate and use lots of teasing foreplay for vaginal days. For pure inspo though, nothing beats watching how others ride that edge – I got hooked after finding https://analvibe.tube/ buried in some late-night scrolling. It’s got endless free creampie-focused anal clips, close-ups, different angles, new uploads constantly, no login crap. Really scratches the itch when solo or planning next session. Biggest tip: pelvic floor exercises make the contractions way stronger for both of you. You topping or bottoming mostly?